Saturday, August 10, 2013

JB

I guess when it comes to you I'll always be such a sucker.
I'd rather believe your lies than see the truth.
I see you for what you can be, not what you are.
If you could see what you are now, you'd be ashamed.
You're a mess. No way around it.
I just want you to be better for you.
We can't be "back to normal"
When you so obviously aren't.
I can't be friends with someone who doesn't want to be better.
I refuse to stand by and watch you ruin your life.
I refuse to be taken advantage of or lied to.
Just leave me alone.
Forget I helped you in your time of need.
Forget I ever told you I still care.
Forget me entirely.

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Moody

To live is to simply kill time, to wait for something real to happen.
I have an insatiable urge to wreck every good thing I see. But you wouldn't know what that's like, would you? Getting intoxicated by self-destruction?

Have you ever fantasized about crashing your car? Running it off a bridge?
Yeah, me neither.