"Your memory will carry on."

I honestly don't even know what to do right now. Sadness is what I feel right now. My Chemical Romance, one of my favorite most inspirational bands, announced their break up on Friday and earlier today, Gerard posted a letter further confirming that they aren't coming back. It's finally sinking in. This is no joke. I understand this is melodramatic, but oh well. Music isn't just music to me. Some bands mean more to me than any person ever could, MCR being one of them. They and their music were there for me at my lowest point, when no one else was. They have been one of the only constants in my life. They have picked me up when I was down, way way down. Their music has kept me sane and inspired me, instilled hope in me. My first freakin tattoo is a quote from Gerard for goodness sake! I honestly am just so heart-broken I don't even know what to say. The difference between this and FOB's "hiatus" is that I never once doubted that FOB would come back. MCR's end is inscribed in stone. There is not going to be any miraculous return. It's over. It's really, truly over.